Every morning when  I wake up,

I look around and I listen.

I'm alone, and I hear

......

silence.

Some women think that survival depends on conformity,

but for some women,

CONFORMITY IS DEATH.

It's a death to the soul.

WHEN YOU LIVE A LIE, YOU DAMAGE THE SOUL.

已经到了快要离开的时候了么?                                                      

                                                     我不太知道自己会如何面对所有人. 所有我爱的和爱我的人. 还有我最爱的北京.

我想我会一边一如既往的固作坚强一边惊天动地的哭得犀利哗啦.

或许我永远也不会相信这世上有真正美好的存在.

                                                                             这是一次绝望的出逃.

                                                                                                                        我忍不住回头.

                                                                                                                                                               从你的眼睛里看到我记忆的泛滥.   

five Admissions, two full-fellowhship offers, 我在很多的白纸黑字中选择我的未来.    

不要问我这决定里有没有你. 我. 他. 她.   各样的关系太难维系. 太多人只愿与之相得益彰.  很快你会忘了自己所有的信誓旦旦. 虽然心底会偶尔的疼, 但我相信这疼痛的频率会慢慢降低,直至消失. 

情感的黑匣子被埋在内心最深处.  

                                                                      当你某天想起.            

                                                                                                                     希望你会拿出来翻看.

回忆定格在某个画面.

                                                                                 有我的微笑.

K.